9.27.2007

Hmph

I haven't been feeling very focused lately, but I've made some fabulous purchases. If Blogger wasn't being such an impotent penis, I could make a pretty post with pretty photos and show you what I've purchased.

But that isn't the case, so you'll just have to rely on my fantabulous describing skillz.

I bought pretty pretty red Pumas that are panty creamingly wonderful, a silver train case from Sephora, some desperately needed clothing in the proper size, a new belt from Splaff and placed a VeganEssentials order (which included vitamins and nutritional yeast). Oh, and I am fucking SWEATING MAC Plush Lash. *orgasm* It's just that good.

Other things have been going "eh." I've been really stressed and the slight post-quitting weight gain hasn't helped me be....well, sane. I've been really moody and a little run down over the past few days, but I know that will pass as I get more used to not smoking. I'm just a big ball of emotional crap right now for a bazillion reasons that I don't want to discuss publicly.

Anyway. School is boring as shit. My classes are yawntastic, which isn't helping me to be focused or helping me force myself to go to class. Which is not good, especially considering I've got another two years of frickin undergrad to plow through. *sobs*

I have no ending here. I need bed.

9.26.2007

Smoking. :(

I haven't had a cigarette since 9.17.07. (Mom, if you're reading, sorry. Don't read my public blog if you don't want to see things that might piss you off.)

For those not in the know, I love to smoke and it's the only thing I've ever truly been addicted to.

So now I'm experiencing post-quitting lardassness (6.5 lbs in EIGHT DAYS. LOL WHAT?) and I can't afford to re-replace my clothes from mediums to larges. If I'm shelling out the money for a new wardrobe, it's gonna be tight cut mediums and smalls, get it? After bawling my eyes out for 45 minutes last night and having a generally not okie dokie day, a few of us have decided to make field trips to the gym at school.

Hopefully, we'll all stick to this plan, especially since I recently bought two super cute Sporty Spice outfits. If not, I'm damning y'all.